A letter from June 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How’s it going yessenia the bad ***** I seen this little further thing on tik tok and thought why not try it right. Well I guess is how are and how been feeling because I know right now you feeling like ****. How’s the further looking. So right now at 17 years old you feel self aware of your self and have no confidence. Lol but like everyday I try to tell my self to keep on moving and love your life. Because to be honest feeling self conscious and having this brain that overthinks and the feeling of not loving you sucks. And it takes a lot of fun out the way and a lot of crazy adventures. I really hope your doing okay and having a better relationship with your self and food. I hope that you have all the confidence In the world and feel good when you bite into a cookie with out looking at the calories. I hope that your braces are off lol.i wish u nothing but love and happiness. And I want to say to not let any body make you feel like **** not any boy not any ******* hater. You be the weirdo and sarcastic person you are. Stay true to your self. I hope that when you look in the mirror you cry with tears of joy and happiness never sadness. Man in five years I’ll be 22 wow honestly that’s crazy really tho wtf are u doing. You better get your life together. So how is jailene is she still annoying lol jk but hope she’s doing great and is super happy. How’s mommie and daddy are they proud of you and are full of life. There probably the strongest most caring parents on this earth that never leaves there child stranded. I hope that your able to open up to your feeling and not hold it in forever like you always do. Did u ever get those shoes u been saving up for the off white converse. To be honest yessenia I hope your really really happy because that would mean the greatest to me. I know there always gonna be ******* struggles in your life but try your best to learn from them then use it as a negative event that’s took place. Try to learn from every mistake and not regret them. I hope everyone in the family is good. I know you can do this just keep going okay don’t look back and stop. Never stop being the good person you are. Never let anyone drag u or make you feel so horrible. How’s Nicole mondao Lmaoooo wait how is hajira are ya still friends and laughing your brains out. I hope quarantine is over and blm community got there justice. And is corona over or is Donald out of office well he has to be by this time. I hope your using your voice because you know you love politices and debating. So speak up and believe in your self But for real is senior year good or not soo much because I’m nervous or is college good you better be studying and working hard. But no joke is quarantine done and are there really any more horrible things happening in the world. Hope we have a good about of peace. I love you soo much and I want you to just be happy and ready for any adventure Stay strong senia All luv here in 2020