A letter from June 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are you? I hope you’re well. I hear you only have a year left of vet school! That’s awesome, you’ve worked so hard for this and you deserve it. I’m not doing so well right now, I really miss dad. It’s been a few months since I’ve seen him now, and he doesn’t call very often. As each day passes by I think he cares less and less about me. I can’t wait to graduate and start the vet tech program at dal, mom has been so helpful and so supporting, I just love her so much I don’t know what I’d do without her. I haven’t even started university yet but I feel like I’m already home sick. I’m really gonna miss trio... he’s my world and I won’t be-able to see his furry face everyday, I don’t know how that is going to affect my life but I know it’s not gonna be good. I really hope it worked out with him living at dads. Are you still on the vape and weed? If you are it’s ok, but please do yourself a favour and try to stop. I think it’s why I’m so depressed right now or maybe its how I’m covering the sadness up. I don’t really know I was never good at emotions. How’s Tristan doing? He’s not really doing that well right now I think he’s in a serious deep hole of just darkness, we found out that he self harmed the other night, I guess he’s following in your footsteps huh? He needs some serious help but we just can’t afford it. I hope he is still alive by the time you get this Emil, And if he is tell him you love him. Not just the one time I’m talking every day because one day it will just be you and him left. You need each other weather you like it or not. I hope you are happy now, living your best life. It would **** me to know that you are still unhappy, surround yourself with good people, and get rid of the fake ones. I’ll see you in 5 years... love BHL