A letter from June 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hope u are doing great, u queen👑. I hope u love what u are doing. Do u still love running as much as u did? Do I still play korfball? Right now the end of quarantaine is nearby, thankfully. What a days were those. Though I really loved to do school whenever I want and whatever I wanted. In two days I have to go to school (I really don't want to). The thing I learned was to live your best life everyday and being open to everything. Say yes to every oppurtunity. I hope I still do it and still have no regrets. Ofcourse I'm older now, but still I just hope u have as least regrets as possible. Live your life, go see things, experience things. Try to say as much yes to things as possible. It will feel amazing. Right now life is pretty great, I'm happy and loving every little thing about life. It is such a great feeling, I can't even describe it. Hope u haven't lost that feeling. Omg now I'm getting emotional about the fact that I am so happy. I'm grateful for this quarantaine it showed me to live in the moment. Be yourself, love yourself, never stop believing in yourself. Enjoy even the little things in life. Dream big, live in the moment. Now it really sounds I have my life together but I really don't. I have a bunch of homework to do and my room is a MESS. But I had decided to live the last week of quarantaine the fullest I could. And don't get me started about how amazing that felt. In a few weeks I am going to die because of examweek. But thats in the near future not now. Learning to love yourself is the best thing that ever happend to me it is so freeing. I stopped caring about what others think of me. But hell it was a bumpy road and it will still be a battle uphill. Tomorrow I am going to start working out (again). I am trying to keep our body in the best shape possible, but eating healthy is still a battle to be fought. I hope that I am able to eat healthy now or atleast have it under control? Guess we'll see. Hope u are still studying law and management. How many mental breakdowns did it take so far? Remember not to be too harsh on yourself. U can do it. I believe in u. Do u still work as a cashier? Or do u already have another job? Hope u are planning to do an internship. But don't forget to live. Go out, have fun! U deserve it. I am working on being more positive and I feel my attitude is changing I hope I still have that positive attitude. Hopefully 2020 was a year to remember. I hope u look back at your life with a smile and be grateful for all of the memories. I promise to make it as memerable as possible. With as little drama (but ya girl loves some good drama). I promise I am going to say yes to very new experience to make fun. Before life becomes way too serious. I am going to tackle every thing life throws at me. Everything happens for a reason and if it is meant to be it will be. U can do it. I didn't work so hard for u to throw it away. U do u boo. I got u, every step of the way❤ The 17 year old version of u