A letter from May 31st, 2020

hey girl😌 so it’s you from the past and I hope everything is alright now. you’re over John or back with him. ik that things hopefully got better and we are living a great and painless life rn. ik that losing him was hard and idk really what’s happening but as I’m lying on this couch rn ik it’s gonna be okay I feel so much pain rn. no one ever understands but one day they will and you’ll be happy and not so down. years of abuse and being put down it’s worth it. but we had many good ones and idk what’ll happen we might be dead or alive or who knows. but from your past self I love you❤️