A letter from May 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, First off wow this is gonna be nuts because I'm literally writing sleep deprived. I have so much to say, 1. I hope you learnt to truly love yourself, I know it's clieche but this past year(first half of 2020) you've been struggling with self image & weight gain. And I hope the future me is in love with herself and unapologetic about her appearance. Not matter what size you end up to be o hope you're comfortable and happy in the beautiful skin you have. 2. Are you still with Chad? If not, ouch I'm sorry and hope the break up wasn't harsh, and I hope you didn't get pregnant & got left with the love child. If you are, I hope you're happy and DID have the baby you wanted so bad, and got married. I hope you're in love and happy. 3. I hope you have your dream job, and if you don't I know you will soon. I am so determined now that I know future me is gonna be a bad *** & have all her dreams. And if you don't time to get your *** to work again & make it happen, it's never too late!!! 4. Stop being hard on yourself & others if you haven't learnt to already. 5. I pray you're still devoted to God and his amazing works. PLEASE NEVER LOSE YOUR FAITH, but I know you won't! Your 21 year old self has hope your 27 year old self will be okay. Happy. Loved. Peaceful. Even as 21, if you don't remember all your struggles like I do right now, know you made it & overcame them!! You are a bad *****! I'll write more letter so expect more in some time lol Love you *****, see you in the future <3