A letter from May 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Maybe you´re wondering what is this... well hey, it me- well you, i decited to send you letter to 1,3 and 5 years, it will be the same email- well maybe not the same, we´ll see. Maybe ur wondering why is this in English, its because i hope that you are in bilingual english school, if not, what school are you in? I am planning to move to Australia, do you live there? or how is it? did you go to America with Natalia? How are you with money? are you going to psychologi? I have so many questions, so i´ll just form it in to my expectations. Now i´m 14 and it´s 27.5.2020 but at first let me reminde you what´s happening in world, how am i, what am i doing in life and then i´ll send you my expectations. So as you know or maybe forgot, it´s pandemic- COVID-19 i mean, i hope it´s not still there haha i´ve been in quarantene for 4-5 months now which is sad bcs i wanna live like before, i want the perfectt summer, i want to go to camp, meet my friends, meet my family etc... i feel that it´s just too much now 5 months. School was closed for like 4-5 months which means my rades are terrible... i haven´t had a chance to change it bcs our teachers don´t believe us... so itś possible that you aren´t in english school bcs of this situation... well at least i hope you are somewhere where you like it and that xou are happy for school you are in. Now i´m doing atletics- high jump, are you still doing high jump? if not why? what stopped you? if yes what´s you pr? mine now is 155cm... outdoor and indoor, did you get in EYOF? how did you end? was it in 2021 or 2022?i was planning to go to Amercan school in LA or Cali... were you there? with natalia? Now i have just a few real friends, how is it now? I´m talking to a lot of people now, what about now? How is it with mom and dad? are you talking to Veronika? What about Sophia? are you talking to her? did you go to a vacation with her as you were planning? where? how was it? do you have a job? i hope that you are not pregnant lol, well so heres my future expectations. Let´s start with 1 year 1-Hey, i hope that you had a great day and that you are finally happy, i expect from you to still be a virgin, and i hope that you are in school you like, i expect you to talk just to people that are worth it and that you have a good relationship with your family...i hope that you are happy and that you can get throught that hate... i know a lot of people can dislike you, but it´s fine, i have that situation now... but im holding on :) i hope that you don´t have anymore scars bcs you are strong :) i will love you always! please don´t smoke or drink, i hope that you won´t start doing this... keep holding on and you can make it! i will love you and i love you still just you can make it, i know it can be hard :) in 2 years you will recieve another mail where will be expectations for your 17th age yourself, myself, and ourself :) well goodbye! 3- Hello, hello, i´s me again hope that you stil have his email adress :) so here are my expectations for you :) haha at first i hope that you are still alive and that you are not pregnant! i don´t want you to become pregnant haha well i hope that you have a lot of adventure in your life and that you have a good job.... i expect from you to study abouut marketing bcs i wanna have my own bussiness and become sucesfull and have some money haha :D i mean i know that this is everyones goal but, you know, i know that you are not stupid for this, and that you can do this if you can, i hope that you are saving some money for your feature bcs it´s important, mom and dad won´t be here always and i don´t want to ask them for money, bcs they don´t have that much now... i mean we have some but not that much so they could give them to you how much you ask for, we are middle class with not too much to give... i hope that Veronika is good and that she is oing okay :)well were you in cyprus already? or in australia? orrr in America? i mean i really wanna o to malidives or bali or cyprus or dominican rpublic haha, hope that you are stil talking to some people i am now, but i hope that you go to festivals etc and that you have real friends that would go with you , do you have a boyfriend? what color is ur hair? mine is now pink i would like to give here a photo buttt it´s not possible, so i hope that you don´t look this ugly and that you had a glowup AND i hope that you are not lazy! i expect you to work on your body even if you are not doing athletics anymre! well that´s all i have o say sooo cya in another 2 yeas where you´ll be 19 comming to be 20 :/ oh gosh i am growing so quick we are growing so quickly welll goodbye! 5-Hey, it´s me again, hope you didn´t forgot about me, i think that it has been a while since the mail got to you, wel i hope that you have found your orince and that he agree with adoption, well oh i didn´t tell you? if you forgot, i wanna adopt 2-3 kids but the girl has to be the youngest! i always wanted the protectve brother so i wnna give my daughter 1-3 older brothers with caramel skin, i also wanna be 24-28 when i adoppt 6 yo girl, 8yo boy and 10yo boy, i also wanna be good parent and i want them to get with each other bcs i want the brothers to be protective, well i hope you still want them... im scared of pregnancy... did zou know ur buthole and ur ****** can rip in to 1 hole? SCARYYYYYY. I hope that you live my or your dream life and that you have your dream job, i hope that you have your mone and that mom and dad don´t have to spent tehir money on you, also did you get somewhere with acting? i mean it was my goal and still is but im scared of my moms and dads reaction.... well this is the last list from me so thanks for ur time xx :)