I'm sending you this letter from 2020 - to Cassica

Heyo, wassup? Im sure, almost positive, that we're still together at this point. I mean, there's nothing that has ever seemed to stop us, whether it's been my dumb *** messing up time and time again or anything else really. Nothing has been able to tear us down. It's hard to say I'm not going to get sentimental writing this letter I'm already kinda sad thinking about our future. It just seems so uncertain at times. I mean NOT RIGHT NOWWWWWW but like, a year from now (2021) only God knows what's going to happen. Anyways I just wanted to reflect a little bit and tell you how I feel about you and what I see for us in the future. If I could describe my relationship with you right now in one word. I wouldn't be able to. I'd need like 4 words or something because it's freakin' amazing yo. I wake up, text you, face time you for like a couple of minutes to see your bright beautiful smile that lies in between your cute little semi chubby cheeks. Give you a couple of kisses and then do one of two things. Go out, and see you OR, think about you all day, and what I can do to make you happy. This is one of those ideas yes. The feeling I get from either or is amazing. Because seeing you happy is all that matters to me really. Your happiness is literally like gold to me. Every time I see you smile I can't help but think of another million ways I can keep that smile going. and to be honest. Every day with you for the past 2 years and like 7 months have felt like that. Just an overwhelming joy. To be honest I hope I do the same for you. and none of that pitty ****, if I don't make you feel the same way you make me feel then we shouldn't be together and I've told you that every single day for as long as I can remember. Because if I can't give you what you deserve, you should have it from someone else. Well anyways. I don't want this to be a long sappy letter that you read. I wrote this in hopes that you would realize what my true intentions with you were/are. I hope that in these 5 years we stop face timing and change it with me actually being right there next to you with bad morning breath telling you the same thing Im going to always say to you. I love you. P.S. Here are some pictures from our dates. thanks for being my rock.