A letter from May 25th, 2020

Dear Hailey. Today was a tough day. I woke up feeling horrible and i knew it was going to be one of those days. I had a breakdown in first period but stayed at school. I followed up with Mr Cat who was super nice as usual. He gave me a pen drom his trip to Japan. It has a little geisha on it. Where is that pen now? But i ended up turning the day around. I made something out of the **** day i was having and this made me proud of myself. Its weird to think that something so important now. Will be trivial when you receive this. As im writing this. Grace is on a downward spiral. Have you cheaked on her recently? Mikayla still hasnt told her mum about her septum peircing. Have you kept in touch with her? Emma is very closed off about her feelings. Did she ever talk to you about what was happening at home? Emily is in a relationship with Nick. How long did that last? I havent spoken to Natalie in a while. ********* a facebook message. Aleeshas mum is dying of cancer. Have you made sure that shes coping well?Ashton is currently in the first stages of transitioning. How deep is his voice now? And me, im not in a great headspace at the moment. Im single, a lesbian by choice and pansexual by nature. My current plan for the future is study acting at CSU at wagga and get a job funeral directing there. Whats changed? Currently tik tok rules the app world and my favorite songs are Honky cat, Daniel -elton john Supersonic rocketship- the kinks Humility - gorillaz MIKA all of it I dont know what were talking about-nsp Dancing in the dark- bruce springsteen Moonlighting- leo sayer Still feel.-half.alive Rory is snuggled beside me and lucy is on the bed on the floor in the photography studio outside. Hsc is stressing me out. How trivial is that now? Have you remeber to brush your teeth today? Drank water? Look after yourself ok. Ok bye Yours eternally, Hailey