A letter from May 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, it was a hard times. Despite the global horrible things as pandemic etc I survive. But was seems that I’m dead inside. I still can’t forget about our lovely ex. Almost 5 years together. And some woman from work ruin all of it. He was manipulated so easily by my mood. It’s 1,5 years since we are broke up. And I get all easier, but now I have huge trust issues and insecurities. And I think I don’t love him anymore -I think that I’m done, it’s too painful. Now I remind myself a robot. Hope you get better and wasn’t stop to workout at gym. Also I hope that you moved to your new apartment and finish your repair. How is sis? She’s gonna to university as for now and when you will get my letter she supposed to end it. Hope granny, momma, stepfather and father are good as well. Did you find a man who loves you? And hope you fall in love back. How is ends the huge history with Kyril? Is he still with those woman and you keep in touch or we are still not talking with each other. Did you change your job ? Hope that yes-and find a way better option. You need to have a good financial stuff. Did you get a puppy? I know we are in love with pets. Don’t forget to help volunteers to help animals. I hope you smiling when read this. As for now is not so many reasons to smile. No, my life is not awful -but it’s so scary to trust people. Not allow myself to fall in love. Forgive all of them and yourself. You are fucking beautiful and amazing girl. I proud of you and all what you been done. Just remember that you are amazing. I know it because me it’s you. You are strong and did a lot of good things. You earn good money and take care of yourself and your fam. Good job girl! Don’t forget to draw!!!!! Would be nice to get know that you happy with amazing man that makes you every single day happy. That you non in need of anything because you have all for a good life. That your man is take care of you and treat you like a princess by emotions, love and presents and you treat him back like a soulmate. And don’t forget to travel and look gorgeous. And kiss whole your family-if you in fight then shut the fuck up and go apologize. They are all for us don’t forget. Love you, your me lol. P.s. never drop your crown 👑 queeeeeeeeen