A letter from May 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I came across this while scrolling through Pinterest. Covid-19 is currently in the world and we are currently on lockdown. I'm going to be completely honest in this letter because I would like to see if things change in the next 5 years. Things are pretty hard right now, though not as hard as they used to be. I feel alone and like no one understands what I'm going through, with having one parent have cancer and the other have heart surgery with major complications. I just feel like no on understands. I know there are people that do understand, but I can find any of them and it is just so hard. Currently the goal in 5 or 6 year is to buy a house. Do I see myself buying a house in 2025 or 2026? I'm currently single and not sure that I want to get married. One day I do and the next day I don't. I just don't want to put someone through what I have been through. I feel the same about kids. One day I want kids and the next day I don't. I don't want my kids to ever feel how I am feeling right now. But I am leaving this is God's hands. Sleigh Ride is the piece that I am learning on the piano in 2020 and it is a fun challenge! Am I any closer to buying a baby grand piano? I have one year left of University and my goal is to sub in the school system so that I have the freedom of when I can go to work. Hopefully in the past 5 years I have travelled and made many exciting memories. Here's to 5 years!