A letter from May 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi. its 13 yr old u. i hope your happy. i really really do. is suppose that your in college now. do u still want to go into pediatrics? or have u changed ur mind and decided on something other than the medical field? how was highschool, btw. it's scary for me right now. i just finished eighth grade, didn't get to say goodbye, and in 4 months im going to school with just ari. how is she, by the way. i hope shes happy. she means so much to me now. i hope you guys stayed friends and toughed it out. i hope you guys can be friends your whole life, because right now, i can't imagine life without her. if you guys aren't friends, reach out to her. please, please, please. are you still friends with everyone else? kami, taylor, erica, maddox, lilee, katie? if not, reach out to them also. what about rat tooth? cause rn, she can go to hell and shove a candle up her ***. have you met anyone else? if you have, i hope your happy with them too. i just want us to be truly happy. what about the camp girls? hannah, alexa, abbie, anna, allie? hope their doing ok too. talk to them too. anyways. enough abt school. lets talk men. did you find "the one yet? what's his name? did we know him from our past? is he cute? emerson, i hope to god hes cute. youve had a history with not cute men. are we friends with them still, by the way? connor, dylan, nathan? did you get over connor? it's difficult. he was my first for a lot of things. what about nathan? did we ever tell him how we felt? did you meet anyone at lakeview? someone who cares for you as much as you care for them? i hope so. what's his name? have we lost anyone yet? nana, gg, lolli, mimi, daba, pop? i hope it was easy for them. going to glory. i hope it wasn't painful, and that the loss didn't do too much damage for you. you'll get to see them some day. did mom recover? is she still on chemo? or did she get surgery? i hope shes still there. what about clancey and little pup. i don't think clanc will be there. i love her a lot. i hate that shell go, but its inevitable. it is for everyone. did you ever get to pursue acting? or did it die too? i hope not. im so passionate about it now. i hope you are too. maybe we're rich and famous now. livin that lavish life ***** :) i hope your happy either way. what i wanna know the most tho, are your plans for the future. cause rn, i wanna get married, move to a beachy neighborhood with lots of kids, and with my bestfriend if thats possible, have kids, and raise them with other kids and raise them happy, and be able to give them everything they need. i want my kids to be happy. so so so so so so so so so happy. i hope college treats you well. you can do it. im counting on you to make me proud. don't make bad choices. dont do drugs, or have ***, or do anything ******* dumb. don't be that *****. i love you more than anything. we can do it. i believe in us.