A letter from May 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Currently it’s 3:58am and it’s now Friday which doesn’t really matter because we’re in quarantine. I’m doing a rice water and grapefruit hair mask that I got from YouTube. Smells funky and it’s dripping down my neck. I saw this on tiktok and decided this was the best thing to do at this time. In 5 years I hope that you are happy. Truly happy. Happy with the decisions you’ve made and I hope you don’t regret anything in life. I hope you’re stronger than the person I am today. Currently a little emotional because the last few months have been a real eye opener for me. From ending a toxic relationship to losing 30 pounds and finally admitting to myself that I use humor to cover up the fact that I might be depressed lol. But overall i am happy with how things are going. I hope our relationship with God grows. I want it to be strong because He is powerful and only he is the man who can love me more than I love myself. I hope you’re doing what you love. (Rubbing a business of some sort). I hope you are still being wild be responsible with yours friends. I hope you are close with mom, Ronald, lesly and dad. I hope they’re still around when you get this letter. I hope licorice and hazel are always there with you to love and cuddle with you. I hope really love yourself more than you’ve ever known. I hope you’re healthy and have gotten your acid reflex under control (one of the reason I lost weight). I hope you’re still slim thick lol. I hope you’re pursuing anything And everything you want. As of right now I definitely want to own a business and have more than at least 5+ sources of income within the 5 years. Hopefully you’re in the ranger rover you wanted cause our Jeep lease ends in 3 years. I really hope you like reading books and you become fond of it. I hope you’ve learned and traveled around! I hope you’re still friends with Nicole, Nathie, Gianna, Becca, Michelle, Lesli, Bruna, Laura, And Tiney. I hope you are a home owner for sure. If not, get it together Felicia! You’re slacking! The goal is a house before 25 I am turning 23 in 1 week and 3 days to be exact. I hope you’ve made every moment in life count and follow all your dreams. I’m not sure if you’ll have kids by the time you read this. Kids were never really in my plans.. but if you do, I hope you’re with a man who loves you like no other and trusts and respects you because without those 3 things girl been there done that. I hope moms around and you’re letting her live her best life and she should be in the process of being retired because you been have money to take care of her. I hope she’s still your best friend no matter what and I hope you’re more patient and understanding with her. I pray she continues to be healthy and beautiful (always). I hope you pray and thank God every day. I hope you did your best with staying in touch with dad and checking on him. I hope he’s healthy and still a cornball. Hopefully you have experienced having your vending machine(s) since that’s what I’m looking into right now. Small side hustle. Currently only have 2 candy machines but that’s on hold because corona virus *cardi b’s voice*. I have to finesse my At&t bosses to let me put one in ridgehill but I haven’t worked in a while because I didn’t want to so we’ll see about that. Small start but a starts is a start . I really really hope you’re happy because the you now knows you deserve it more than anything. I hope you continue to help people and be a loving and funny person. You have a big heart now but I hope it never stops growing. I love you selmy (crying while writing this) girl you’re emotional lol it’s okay though! Overall, I hope life is treating you well! I hope the hustle in you never stops. I hope you’re faith grows and you’re around people who love and truly care for you and I hope you love a lot. Right now you save $417 every Friday. In 5 years you better be making bands babyyyyyyy. We ain’t work this hard for nothing. I hope you start making your bed every morning(I read those who do that have clear minds) . Take care if you’re body, mind and spirit. You better be eating healthy and no cheese we needs clear skin okur lmao. Never loose your momentum and strive to do and be great in life. I know you can do anything you put your mind to. I also hope you do procrastinate anymore like at all and I hope you wake up early and read books and go on jogs So you should have time to think and breathe. Again, love you always Selmy Evely Cueva. Also 2 classes left in order to graduate. (Momma I made it). And if you’re last name is different by the time you read this, tell my man I said I love you and you betta treat me right! I’m a ride or die you don’t want to lose me honey lmao but ok Felicia, always smile and love yourself and those around you!