A letter from May 22nd, 2020

Dear Lexi, Life is horrible right now. I hope you are doing better. I hope you’re alive. I hope I had it out of this depression okay. Right now, I am still in love with Ryan. He broke up with me on April 14th and ever since then, I’ve been hurting. I only hope that you aren’t still sad about him. He’s gone, I just can’t accept that yet. I don’t know if I will love myself or feel pretty, but I hope that maybe, one day, I will. I wonder what will happen to me. Will I find someone who loves me? Is he nice? Is he cute? Oh I hope I meet someone who truly loves me. I don’t know if I will have this person by the time you are reading this, but who knows, maybe I will. I really really hope I won’t be hurting anymore. Hopefully, I will be able to read this. Love, Lexi May 21st, 2020