A letter from May 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Oh hi, so today is May 22nd 5:27 in the morning, yes i don't know why am i doing this stuff. uhm.. yeah, while i am doing this, i actually finished to drink my cold coffee and you're wearing a just 'one more game' blue t-shirt, your hair was a messed and your back hurts a lot because gurl u supposedly doing your thesis manuscript but look at you, typing some **** to the future you, well anyway you're also a "pih of shih" and this quarantine sucks. so let's talk about the future you, when you already received this letter you already accomplished something worthwhile. you graduated, you do your fist job, the "it's payback time" with your parents and kuyas the kuyas who have a special role in your college life and specially expenses hahaha, you pay the bills, you do the groceries, you buy what you want and what you needed, you reviewed for board exam, you took the Architect's exam, you attend the oath-taking and you are finally an architect. you have your family, they are happy you are all happy, maybe you helped your brothers to finished the house, you are healthy, while dadi can easily recover, mami is healthy and happy, my diko and kuya are married and happy, my ditche have a boyfriend and successfu,l my ate, you're good now, pekku is hyper as always and always bring happiness to our family, you lost some friends, old people from your life but it's okay because you have your family and God as always. all those "accomplishments" it's okay to not achieved some of that, maybe at this very moment while you're reading this, you still overthinking things, but i hoped you're at peace and healthy, but i really wished to God that your family witnessed all those struggle, those loses and wins, those sleepless nights, those weird events of your life, you maybe have a jowa but i hoped not, girl staring today u hate bois and men are trash, u r now an independent bich. periodt. but hello i need cuddles not struggles, so back to the topic, uhm i hoped you are still humble and not so rebellious dohtur, and i hoped you bring the girls (mami,ditche and ate) to anywhere something refreshing and pamper yo self uhuh! and the bois they are busy with their asawa but lez date them, date yo siblings and famileh not the bois out there who breaks yo heart and play with you, GIRL I AM SAYING THIS, PLEASE BE SMART YOU DUMBASS!! i have so many things to say but i am so hungry, but gurl i hope you became best thesis, gurl i am saying this go to jail now! just kidding but i really love you, you know that because i am YOU bich! you love yourself because i witnessed those dark thoughts of yours and how you handle the things, i really wished you don't become a p0kp0k, just kiddding, maybe i'm gonna write you another letter, because this brain gonna explode now. bye luh u!