A letter from May 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Don't expect me as your younger self to have punctuation I'm mad at young you right now!🤣 I'll help you remember real quick... you really messed up with your girl you betrayed everyone's trust wasted months of time and most importantly you spat in God's face😠 yeah you remember the dream about the bear how you couldn't take it down and our girl got real messed up? Well I am living it right now I don't know what's gonna happen does the bear really **** her or did God drag you both out of this situation? This really sucks right now man I hope you are doing better in the next 6 months 1 year 2 3 4 5 and 6 years I'm sending this to all of you future selves because the crap you pulled hurt a lot of people you know Jared Jonah Darrell Tabby Tina Crystal Steve Jeff maybe Chesney I'm not really sure but all people who had trusted you to do what was right to be that leader God had called you to be maybe you were pressured too much to be right or maybe you were tired of it all but maybe one of you future selves can figure that out I don't know anyways I am sending you all this message to make sure you keep you're word on that promise you made me "From now on I'm not running from who I was but I'm making who I am stronger that with God no one will ever be hurt from me again that bear won't stand a chance to lay a hand on the people I love ever again" right?? So keep loving God and others like you used to I love you man keep fighting the good fight and start spreading that pollen😉 OH and I almost forgot how about we start calling Nathan more often? He is still the awesome man we remember! P.S. stop thinking about the money let go it will be okay remember what she said that even if we lived in a shack and preached the gospel she would be so happy to be with us just follow God man there's no trick to it P.P.S. If you still haven't gotten the ring for her yet don't sweat it I know you really want to be with her right now but when the opportunity arrises however that looks whether you have to make her a ring or you gots the monies go for it my dude! Okay okay I gotta go now I'm gonna play some guitar and relax again today oh and I'm gonna start praying again OKAYYY! God speed man love you!