A letter from May 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How did it go with m? Did we lose each other? Did we ever get close again? He felt like my missing piece, he gave me butterflies and made me feel the happiest. It felt like a soulmate connection, it was crazy. I do still think about him quite often. I feel sad that he slipped out of my hands, we do still talk every now and then. Talking to him still makes me feel special, even though it’s wrong for me to admit. Our situation was VERY complicated. If it had been a little different, maybe we could have become something. Just maybe. I sometimes watch predictions where he comes through very strong. Our spirits are very strong, I feel like. It makes me think that we were lovers in our past lives and now we have reunited. That make me feel hopeful. Maybe we were meant to be but the timing was just completely off. It’s kinda sad but I think I’ve gotten over it. Kind of. If we would have gotten together I could have given him my everything. I just think he wasn’t ready for it. Maybe if he grows up a little he could recognize his worth. This is all very sweet, but then again it could all just be my imagination creating things that were never there. I don’t know. Maybe the future me does. I hope you do❤️