A letter from May 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, ahaha i hope u found love and i hope your better and happy rn . your not really happy at the moment bc your stuck on someone and u cant get over that fact that u lost him so fast but besides that i hope your getting treated right by a guy. plz dont give up ik if its hard u always kept your head up and yk your worth never forget that ever . your beautiful , funny and smart . ik right now your not as there there yk im lost i wanna change myself bc i feel like im not as "skinny" as everyone but ill get there . i also hope u got to see mom and dad or just mom bc ik ever since u were 10 u wanted to see her i hope shes okay and healthy , i miss her even tho i never met her i really do. also ahah i hope u dont change your music too lol bc right now u be listening to xxxtentacion , lil peep mostly them lol. but i hope your okay and healthy and not in trouble w stuff , idk i feel like there is so much to say but i dont know how to say it. im just stuck w alot of stuff like i miss justin (-probably gonna regret saying that ) i also miss david herrea i hope u talk to him again he really was a good guy all he did was care for your dumb *** lol but yeh stay strong princess dont let anyone put u dont . Sincerely, Crystal Aguilar May 20 , 2020