A letter from May 21st, 2020 ; to my dear Lima

Dear Liam, You might be confused as **** as to why you have gotten this letter, don't worry don't worry it's not a rant (hopefully). I guess you already know who this is from but if yah don't it's your girl (hopefully) Jav. I always thought about writing you a love letter, it always crossed through my mind but I never knew what I should write about that you don't know already. So there's no real point to this tbh... But cause I'm cheesy and I adore you (at the current time of writing this) I'm sending you a letter (being this) from the past (obviously) we're currently a year into our relationship (currently being the time i am writing this, again this is from the past, I hope you get the gist) Hopefully we have made it, if our schedule and planning goes according to plan we should be married by now (YAY) and are happy with our small house and doggo and maybe a kid on the way, might be too early for that but who knows man. I hope i still make you smile and sing songs to you, I hope i still long for your touch and warmth, I hope we made it. We have our ups and downs for sure, I drive you insane I know, but please be patient. Wait for me. I'm difficult we know this and sometimes all I need is a hug and you to tell me everything is going to be okay, I promise you I'll do the same. If we're not together then well, I'm sorry. Please forgive me and don't be mad at me. I do foolish things and times from pain which i struggle to express Or maybe is not anyone's fault and it just happened. What ever the case is I hope we can still be friends, though thick and thin. And if I did lose you from my own mistakes, trust me, I'll regret it. You are an angel. In the year of knowing you, you've grown so bloody much. Don't stop growing, chase after that success, be the best you can be. You are amazing, I hope you still know that. You are a great son, a great grandkid and are an amazing partner. You'll be a great dad too, I can put my money on that. If we were not meant to be, I hope you found your peace and soul with the person you were created for. I hope she cherishes you for the man you have become and loves you unconditionally. I hope she cuts you up fruit and loves Thai and knows how to make a mean meal out of nothing. I hope she's gentle with you and treats you better then I did. You're the best thing that has happened to me Well that's all I gotta say. I love you Your Bubby Wubby -jav p.s: get me flowers and chocolates for this cause like, I'm cute.