A letter from May 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So it's me. your 16-year-old self. Oh man, the choices I made. I just wanted to say sorry. This COVID thing has put a huge strain on our mothers and our relationship hasn't it. Where are you now? Did we get kicked out yet? How have you been keeping up with life? Still with A (keeping it a secret from the world)? Still secretly in love with G? Please tell me you decided to go to college!!!!!! We really need it. Are you still in sales or did you change your mind? I don't know if you'll ever read this but please don't be mad at me for the choices I made now. I hope you grow up happy with maaaaybe G and go to college don't let my stupid teen choices now change this. I'm trying to change but change is hard. Keep in touch with Zoe!!! Please I miss her so much. Well, hows mom yall made up yet. Do you go over for the holidays? still don't fit into the "box"? Does she still hold that against you? Make sure to say good morning or she'll get mad. I hope you make it on your own even if it means going down a hard path. It only makes you stronger and more beautiful. I love you. I hope you know that. Don't forget about your sisters. I miss them now. Please be safe bye-bye for now!!!!!!!