A letter from May 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I’m feeling broken, alone,overwhelmed. Quarantine is ******* with me. I have so much work but I put it off as whenever I look at insight I start to cry. Mum keeps annoying me with her smoking, drinking, going weird, thinking I hate her. I have told her I don’t want to see her for a while but I don’t know how long it’ll last. I can’t stay around her it’s just too toxic. I have dreams of going to university in america and being an entrepreneur, successful but I fear this time of struggling has had an awfully negative impact on my wellbeing, relationships and school grades. If I am achieving my dreams then know it was all worth it. You were put on this Earth for a reason and remember when there is a will there is a way. I hope you’ve got yourself a nice boyfriend/girlfriend (just a bit confused) and are happy. I love you, Me