A letter from May 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi Conor, if you still go by that. Rudolph is in the kitchen. Mam and dad are still together Jeanne, daire and columb live here but caoimhe a claire are in galway and limerick. Claire is with eoin and caoimhe is with Aron. I saw aiktok where someone idd tis and wnated to write to you. me. I really want a dog but we cant afford one. jeanne wants to paint the room white. no one in the family know imtrans except chloe and maybe sam. im going into second year soon. i think by the time youre reading this either chris, ciaran, greta, ros or eve will be dead or were no longer friends, sorry. if youre not out by now, man up. youll be finishing 6th year soon in the new ncc or a completely different school. you should use a holby city quote for your year book. dominic must be gone by now. i hope jayme issok, and her sister, and i hope yu finally got to pride, and got a binder. im a bad person but i know you wont be. i want to be a medic or a nurse. I dont mind lockdown, whenever i go out though i feel really ugly, i wish i could go to the gym. im 13 btw. i almost think youll never read this. im watching glee for the second time. im on season 3 epiosde 4 i think. do u still think about nick. i do all the time its kinda annoying. ciaran will be in his 1st year of college, or dead but i dont think we'll ever talk to him. please dont be in prison. jeanne is annoying i hope she goes to colege in america. i feel like everone hates me, only you understand that though. naybe youre even laughing at me for making such a big deal about it. dont forget me. im kinda hoping to make bestfriends in 4th year like kurt but i doubt it. i took 4 neurophen tablets earlier im fine, just a headacge. i always feel sick. im trying to study my summer exams are soon and i want all higher level subjects. i think im capable. someone in our family, immediate or distant will be dead when you read this. maybe grandad. i havent seen nanny alot lately. m sorry. im sorry. im sorry. call me dramatc. i love you conor. youll be ok. im counting on you. with love, your former self, age 13, conor ps YOUR FIRST LEGAL DRINK BETTER BE LIT. MAM IS INTERUPTING ME SHES MEAN.