A letter from May 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I just woke up at 5.00 and opened the pinterest, suddenly I saw someone post this platform. I tried to search it and here I am. This is so interesting. I always love to write to my future self, actually my community made this exact same thing to write to our future self by writing a letter. We can open the letter 5 years later. We choose 1 person to keep the letter. Now 2 years left. I can't wait to open the letter, I don't even remember what I wrote. Then this platform exist. I wanted to write again. Hi you this is 25 year old you. Probably you forgot that you wrote this letter. I just want you to know that I'm proud of you. Life surely slapped you in the face really hard but see, you still alive until now. It has been a really tough life but can you see now you're in Bali. You live there. It's amazing how your dream comes true. I know you're jobless when you wrote this and this is also hard to find new job because of the Corona outbreak and you don't want to go back to Jakarta. You haven't told your parents that you have no job in Bali because you don't want to make them worry that you just resigned a month after you worked in Bali but I want you to know that I'm proud of you, you're so brave to do that. I know you felt like "Was it a good decision or did I so weak?" You question yourself but you know what I can see that you're happy. I can see the difference between the old you and new you after you quit the job. I mean yeah you're crazy definitely in a good way. Believe me, when you look at yourself in the future, you will see that you made the right decision. I know you're still doubting yourself but you have the courage to start. That's a good beginning. What you did was having the courage and start your life all over again. You always said to yourself "Nothing's in this world that is too late" See, now that's exactly what you do. Nothing's late. You always have time, if you don't start now then when? Great! I hope when you open this letter, you already get married or at least have the partner. So you can let that person read this letter together. Please let me know that you probably published a book about your crazy life that you're currently writing. That's insane! You're a writer, congratulations! Nothing is impossible! So proud of you. You know what, I know when you read this letter, you probably passed the blood, sweat and tears. I know you can do it 💪💪💪 the fact that you can still read this is you're amazing enough. You still alive and I know you're making progress. You're a better human being. That's the most important thing. Vid I want you to continue to love yourself to the fullest. Love me in the past, love me in your future, love me now. I want to see you as the person who still love smiling and spreading that smile to others. Love you and always will! 💙