A letter from May 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey anika, it’s me you. i hope all is well. i hope you are still alive and doing well. i know right now you arnt doing the best and suicide has come up in your mind a lot but you will get through this you will be over this girl the first girl you really like really fell in love with she is honestly so so so beautiful. but she broke your heart and you would go back to her if she asked you to maybe you two will end up together or maybe you will meet the most incredible girl ever! i hope that in that last couple years you have come out but if not it’s fine maybe some other day maybe when you read this you will be married and i reallllyyyy hope you will be a paramedic and starting off ur life you will be about 21 years old maybe you will still be in collage hopefully you got into oulton and i hope you are doing well but if some how you passed away i’m sorry because if you never see this again well that is tragic if you die at such a young age i hope you are well and i hope you have meet the love of your life maybe i don’t know her yet or maybe i do maybe it’s the person i least expected it i also wonder what my first job will be i wonder how mom ,angelika, seb,taz, menou and everyone else is are you still friends with kat? what rank did you make it in cadets? did you ever get in a fight at school? how old were you when you fell in love for the second time? how long did the corona virus last and the quarenteen? well i think this is it cya in five years -Anika Topping friday, may 15th 2020 (ps jayden isn’t worth your suffering)