A letter from, 12 y/o nevaeh. 5/14/20

Dear FutureMe, life has been pretty tough knowing two of my friends recently dropped me, gerry and santiago... they were super fun to hang out with and facetime, even fun to play this dumb game with aka fortnite. I was thinking about texting them but thought that would've been a bad idea knowing they made me look like a liar. I hope my braces are off by now, and straight.. I hope I havent lost anyone important to me like keisha and mariana. I really do hope im doing good in school and I hope I still would like to be a doctor. Did I make mistakes? Did I change anything about me, like me dying my hair or any peircings? I am officially about to be a teenager, im already for high school and doing crazy stuff with my friends. Am I still very afraid of natrual disasters? How is high school for me? I love volleyball and I hope that im still very intrested in that... I hope that whoever I was with, like a boyfriend never hurt me too bad. I hope im happy, also I hope Bruno Mars, Derek Trendz, and Kobe Breezo are still my favorite people on the internet. I still cant believe I got noticed by Derek Trendz. I wonder if me and Lily still talk to this day, I cant imagine going through everything without my best friend. What is my new favorite movie/shows? Right now im on Derek Trendz live on insta, this is my chance to get a follow. I just spammed his comments so much, but gotta hype the idol up! Okay im gonna stop talking about Derek, but I hope your doing okay and also, do I have a job? My phone right now is the iphone 11, what is my phone now? Im thinking iphone 15 haha. Also ive always wanted a *** best friend, do I have one? Is there still tiktok around? Did I ever meet someone famous? Did I ever get into a fist fight in school, I hope not because im very bad at fighting. I really hope I toughened up and is not such a soft person who cries for everything. This is actually kinda weird writing to my future self, I wonder if I still had that email and actually got this haha, well do I still go to my ninas and ninos house? They have helped me with so much and I hope they are doing well. They make me so happy, things have happened this year where my mamamag passed away and things have been very sad for my nina and nino considering they are both missing there parents in there life. I miss my papanano very much, hes my best friend and I would do everything with him. I keep talking about the past but I still cry so much about this, and its perfectly okay because things happen for a reason and they are in a better place now. I wonder how my siblings are doing, like if my oldest brother khamonie got a job or moved out like he said he would right when he turns 18. I hope im starting to love myself more than right now, people would make fun of me for my teeth and that im so skinny, I hope my teeth are straight and I gained weight. I hope my style improved and I hope im hanging out with the right people, and stay far far away from drama. I hope im doing good bye. Sincerely, Young Nevaeh.