A letter from May 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey wassup bruh, i am on my bed in Barcelona and using my phones wifi cuz the house wifi doesn't really work and dad won't even do anything bout it , but i love him. Today he made me chicken while mom was having her hair done because now they allow people to go to the hairdresser(but we need a mask n **** cuz of COVID-19) Btw, dad's chicken was kinda ****, and i ate it with microwaved potatoes and left-over peas and bacon. I will probably think im a lil **** by the time I read this, and I hope I do, cuz I am. Just turned 19 and im in uni, tbh im kinda lost, dont really know what imma do w my life, and I hope by then I will have certain things figured out. ALSO, i also hope I have a gf (or had) for long time, if i had and dont anymore im sorry if it didnt end well, but ive been having a broken heart since i can remember. Currently im still kinda broken cuz of this laura girl, lol. she not even that nice, or hot. I hope I don't have any health issues either, **** i- i just got interrupted cuz dad walked in w my new book called "the subtle art of not giving a ****" lol, i never read, but i hope i finish this and i hope i don't give a **** jiji. WELL, i was saying that i hope im good healthy, looking good, staying active, cancer free and all that ****. ALSO, most importantly mentally stable and healthy ****. MY family is the thing i love the most in this world and i hope they are healthy than ever, and enjoying life as they deserve. I hope dad gets a new Ferrari, cuz he hasn't had one for like 6 years, and i just want him to get back on it and enjoy himself, i he can't pay for it, I WILL. lol hopefully im making more than 300€ by then. Hope momma is in a healthy shape, mind, and spirit, enjoying her life and enjoying the life she has always wanted. I hope she is happy, i really do, and staying her sweet self always. My sistah, i hope shes kicking *** like shes always done, if she aint succeeding right now, something really wrong had to happen, cus this woman is a leo and she will get to where she wants to. I hope ive had really good moments in relationships, and i hope by now im confident and very much assured of myself and the way I am , always being myself, except for some moments where you have to adapt of course. Don't drink and drive ever, and dont go too crazy on those tings man, u are a crazy one and talented in those machines but use head, ALWAYS. I hope by now i will own a couple bikes, and couple cars. I love em. Also hope im somewhere sunny and beautiful. Always coming back to my fam, the og's u kno, never forget that. And my freidns, well u know, lots of them come and go, and recently i got w the gf of my best friend , and well that didnt go to well lol, but hes a dumbass and a simp and went back w her, so bye m8. but i had some great moments w this guy, hes just really dumb and lost. We had a connection and ****, could laugh for hours, but the girl he met in summer 2018 made him become a chulo and a dummy. Everything is about experiencing and growing as a person i guess. By the time i read this, i just hope im somewhere happy, reaching big things, and doing what I LIKE, if i dont like it **** outta there bruh. Well, the most boring would be for me to be in a company working at a minimum salary doing some **** in some desk and not using my time as I should, and living off daddy. I HOPE i have found at least something im passionate about and i want to do for most of my life. Im a baller so i bet ill have it figured out. Don't let girls control ur life, and value urself as what ur are, very highly. I hope by then I respect myself a LOT and love myself, making it healthier to love someone else too. Also hope im good in my skin n ****. DUDE, u gotta be kinda famous by then, come on. Ive always wanted some recognition for my looks and the cool **** i do, and also for the funny person and nice person i am , also charming, i hope many people know that by now. DUDE ur a fighter, idk if u remember but ive been through severe anxiety in grade 6 and 7, battling demons and passing through depression and i was just like 12 and 13. BUT that just made me stronger. now, although im lost, im seeing that light shining at the end of the tunnel, waiting for me to appear, and soon I will trust me. UR a fighter and a champion, dont ever stop fighting and dont ever give up on yourself ayt? I love you man. ayt im tired and idk if i want to write more, but, imma say bye and probs write another one of these ayt. Oh, i hope ive been to bali, mexico, cuba, ny, LA, route 66, and costa rica surfing those waves u kno. Bye bro see you in 5 years. TAKE PICTURES ALONG THE WAY, and share w the rest of the world. ok bye.