A letter from May 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You're all grown up now..Imean you're over 18 right...If you're still alive..this is a letter from 15 yrs old you..I'm so proud that you have been through all of this mess.Stop crying...start to live your life..I hope everything will be fine in the future..If you have a big mess..or if you create one..You have 20 yrs old soul in you..STOP DREAMING START WORKING..I hope you will start think about your degree now..or maybe master..I love you..You know everyone love you right..if you're crying now... Please do..let out all of that problems inside you...Tekad to change..make yourself a beautiful history of you and me.. I'll pray..you work on it..stop thinking about those parasite...if you're the parasite.. CHANGE..I worked so hard to live for this 15 years... don't ruin it..take care of Mama and Papa...take care of yourself..wipe all those tears..Study hard big girl..make your parents proud of you..make everyone regret for hating you..you live for you not for those parasite right?So be happy..Get a good results..Pray hard..Live happily.. Don't forget your parents..Think about yourself a first.. That's all what 15 yrs old you want you to remember..And if I'm dead..I hope you the one who found this letter..pray for me ok!..Even if I'm so bad or Im the worst person...I want you to know that Im not...I live for 15 years..I know myself.. find the truth..We all make a mistake..If my parents still alive..tell them..I love them..deep in my heart..I love my family, friends,world that Allah gave to me..BYE big girl.. couple is no no ok..I love you..chase your dream! Study.. Stupid things is no no..Pray hard.. lastly...ILY