A letter from May 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I want to be myself again like before.... which I mean by being happy, no hate on me, have confidence on myself, and love myself. I want to have a nice life like everyone else does.... having their dream job, having a husband, and having kids. I don't want to be like how I am right now being depressed not having self confidence and not loving myself. I want people to look at me and say "she looks wonderful ". I don't want to be a fat girl everyone is getting laughed at. I want to be like other girls that they have a nice hair,nice body, and have self confidence. I just hope and I wish I have that in my future!