A letter from May 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You’ve gone through a lot, and you still are. Those moments when you feel down very helpless not really knowing why you do but you just do, it sucks. So for the future I want to look back and say that is a part of your life that you don’t want to happen again. I hope you find the right guy and have your life in straight. I hope you feel more confident in your skin and embracing your “inner beauty” that you have but I guess you cannot see right now. I hope you realize your going to be needed and not feel like you shouldn’t be here. Realize that people actually love being around you. But it’s hard to see that right now when your not happy of the person you are. I hope you have someone you can talk to because it sucks not being able to express your feeling without people actually judging you and telling you it’s just your surroundings . I really don’t know why your going through this but hopefully you’ll figure it out and find something to help ease your pain and eventually get over it. Just remember to eventually learn to love yourself and embrace the person you are.