A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Well its jess from the past...I'm sitting in bed writing this thinking will i even remember this in 5 years? well hopefully not. are you still talking to McCabe? Are you living in America with McCabe travelling like you two talked about? Have you told mum you love her? How is she going? i don't really know what to put in this, i don't know wether to write how i'm feeling or i just don't know haha. well yesterday was my birthday it wasn't the best birthday ever but thats all we can do in quarantine at the moment. Phillip made me breakfast and we went out for a drive with some amazing views and we came home i had a nap because i was soooo pooped but it was a good sleep because i got to wake up to McCabe on facetime, i wonder what life is going to be like in 5 years when you are getting this email, i hope you see this and it comes as a surprise. I really hope you are reading this with McCabe i really do cause he's so special to me he makes me so happy. i hope you love yourself! because that's really important, at the moment i don't love myself. Anyway have you become a flight attendent yet? i hope i got to go see McCabe i really do, he's so sweet. i don't know what else to say. I hope im doing good i hope i'm making my mum proud cause she means alot to me. i hope she's happy, i hope i'm happy.