A letter from May 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So like my grammar sucks and if you read this and find errors shut the **** up and don't judge yourself. Ricky broke up with you... me? in March like at the end of March I guess, right when this COVID thing started to get serious. It sucks and I'm still sad, but hopefully by the time you read this things are better. I wonder if we're still talking to each other by the time you read this? You're probably gonna laugh at yourself for feeling this sappy about some boy who doesn't brush his tongue when he brushes his teeth. Right now I'm talking to Isidro. He has this cute dog named Mila. I wasn't supposed to meet him, but I snuck out and went to the park with him. I was really paranoid for a couple days and thought I got corona and even got tested, but I'm fine now lol. I don't want to make this whole letter about Ricky, but dang I really thought I was gonna marry him haha. Now I'm afraid I won't meet anyone that makes me feel the same. Like, I really shouldn't be this sad, you know? I'm about to graduate next semester! (Fall 2020) and hopefully I'll be in the Navy working on my career. I shouldn't cry over a boy when I'm about to graduate and start my life. I hope you're with someone who makes you happy, or that you're at least happy with yourself. I know you do a lot of things that you make you cringe, but I really think you and I are cool. Yeah, you mess up sometimes and make dumb decisions but you're a nice person inside. Anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. You're pretty and you can have fun (when you want to). You're gonna almost be 30 by the time you get this. I hope you've been having a good time, I'll try my best to make sure you do. Everything is going to be okay, we'll get through this. I have to go record this video for my hip hop dance class. Wish me luck on finals! See ya!