A letter from May 11th, 2020

Dear Haylee, Happy 30th birthday! Well, where do I begin? It’s the 11th of May 2020. 7:19pm on a Monday. You just replied to a bunch of messages from followers getting excited about your rebranding. Lips That Drip Australia was something i decided to do thanks to an app called TikTok. I currently stand at 2.1k Instagram followers and around 3.5K on TikTok. I wonder how much you have now? I wonder how the business is now? I’m struggling with debt. I over $30,000 in debt. I got my 2015 Kia Rio, Kylo who I love dearly but I want to upgrade and get a family car. Dream car will almost be a Range Rover! Sport of course. I messaged Alana. We’re planning a reunion. I hope we’re still friends when you read this. I’ve got a great set of friends. Zerlina, Tristian, Tahleah, Yasmin and Brianna plus more! They can be a bit ****** with replying but when we’re together, we always have a great time. I hope you’ve quit smoking. It’s a terrible habit. I’m vaping now to help quit and so far. It’s going well. I have a boyfriend, Cameron. We’ve been together 2 years now and he’s everything I wanted in a partner. He’s shorter than me which I hated at first but now, I don’t care! The only thing that worries me is my weight. We’re talking about our future and how we want to get married and build a house together. I hope it worked out! I love him so much! He bought me a promise ring, I mean....he’s gotta love me too?! Speaking of weight. I assume you’ve had the surgery. I hope you’re at the size you’ve always wanted to be. I hope you’re eating well and exercising and looking after your physical appearance more. I talk to dad every now and then. And josh and. I know but not that much. Not much to say about them really. We’re currently in lockdown as there’s a pandemic happening. Corona virus. It’s a horrible thing. Over 2 million people have got it. We’re safe thankfully. Just have to stay at home. It’s a struggle but I hope by the time you read this there’s a cure for it. I hope your mental health is a lot better. No medication. No smoking or drinking. I just hope you have everything you always wanted. A lot can happen in 5 years. Have the body you dreamt of. Have the job you want. Something involving beauty. Have the family you want. I believe you will reach your goals when you read this. This was fun to write. You should try it again today for when you’re 40? Happy birthday. Enjoy it. I love you. I don’t love me right now but I know I love future me. You got this!