A letter from May 11th, 2020

Hey, it you on May 11, 2020 and today is julians brithday, and you miss him miss hima lot and mothers day just passed and its the first ever mothers day without mom, but ypu know that you will see them in june after a long 7 months Right now you are not okay, you need help and i hope you get, but right niw you are 'okay' no one gets but you wanna tell mireya but i cant i physically cant talk I hope you forgive him, but right now i cant Icant forgive foor the things he has done ti me He knew i was small and i wouldnt tell anyoneand he took advantage of me i cant i CANT but i know i need to because not doing it is only hurting and i hope in the futre you do but right now you cant