A letter from May 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey, hope you’re still alive I guess? Maybe you’re happier now. Maybe things changed. Maybe life is just starting for you. If not, I at least hope you met some nice people that are kind and sweet. Do you know what you wanna be? Have you started your career? Have you made some music? Right now I honestly can’t even imagine myself 5 years from now. I can’t see myself being happy or actually accomplished something I’m proud of. I can’t imagine not feeling insecure. All my thoughts are just negative but I’m just saying I wish things have changed a little bit. I wish that you are comfortable and that you know your goals. I wish you all the best and greatest. And have you gotten a boyfriend? Has someone broken your heart? I’m really curious on how you’re living. But I’m really not sure if you are still living. Right now I don’t want to do anything. Nothing interests me anymore and my head hurts from staying up all night. Good night :/