A letter from May 8th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So it's been long since I sent myself anything but I am sure now that this thing works. I am now trying to figure out life as always. so much has happened and I don't know where to start from but I just want us to catch up on the future. by the time I want to read this letter again I want to be a mother, wife and business woman. I want to have my own private car, and home because today I want to make a pact of dedication to myself. I want to spend the few years working do hard because I want to enjoy all the finest things in life . I have learnt to accept that I deserve everything fine and I want it. I have learnt to love and and be dedicated to someone and it's not easy but everyday teaches you something new. I hope by the time you read this you have gone through alot more wonderful lessons. I started painting again and it feels wonderful because you know how they say that when ones blessed with a talent and they don't use it, their hands bend, and ever since I started painting I feel like something stretched in my wrists and fingers it's wonderful tho am not yet good. Am still working so hard at being a perfectionist and sometimes i suck at everything. I have different dreams now tho my values are alittle still the same because I promised myself that values are long term things.i am still achieving my values and being better at them because am still like 3/10. it's not easy but I promise you that it's worthwhile. I love astrology and I hope you still enjoy it.i hope I am now sooo good at it that I can read birth charts like a pro. I enjoy it too because it's something that's relate able to tho most people find it hard to believe. I hope am still doing some yoga because it makes me feel really good and I like how fast my body gets toned when I start to hit the mat. hihi well not to brag but I hope am now too flexible too. btw I hope by the time you reading this o have survived COVID-19 but well it's almost like a hoax because everything doesn't add up. Ofcouse local government is being corrupt as usual so there's nothing new.everyman for himself and the big guys getting the bag for themselves. anyways so we are in quarantine and we've been home for 2months and it's been a rough time. we've had so many fights and good times.i appreciate that I have been able to eat the entire time and today the food was really nice.its honestly been a good time.very relaxing and I watched sooo much Netflix at the start. Well alot has been going on like always but I wanna have big plans this 2020. Btw do you still have the saloon??? 😂😂😂😂😂