A letter from May 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? Are you feeling good today? Do you live on your own now? Cause I know, we know that we want our own house and be independent as we want. Do you still draw? I have a feeling that you still draw, did you make some fan-arts and sell them? Did you try voice acting? Did you had any roles in voice acting? It would be cool to know if you did, and if not, weeell, that's okay we can just act them out in our procastination time. However this future letter to me works, when you read this, I pray that you are content and happy of what you're doing, chasing the dreams that you loved even when your family finds it different, or not agree at all and I also pray that they dont look down on what you're doing now. Did you make Art as your career? We've always wanted that and art is not highly valued here in the Philippines 😒. Thinking about it still makes my nerves tick 🙄. Do you also have good friends? Like new friends? Being alone and independent is cool and all but bringing a bag of support with you is a source of happiness, inspiration, motivation and most importantly being a HUMAN. I pray that these new friends support (on board) on your passion, not everyone will be on board though, my past friends right now they go having a girlfriend already and I'm like "how do they find girl so quickly". But we ultimately cant blame them, its their choice to find love and then they will say "Im so happy that God gave me this partner" I'm like boooy/giiiirrrl The Lord gave us the greatest gift of all and that is LOVE, we have the freedom to choose who we want to marry and when it comes to marriage the newly couple/family present themselves to the Lord as one. .... What am'I even talking about, it sounded like I'am jealous. Are you still single? If so how is it going? And if you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, How was it? I dont know what it feels like being in love with someone, I only know being ******** attracted to them. I'm really excited to know how you do right now in the future me. I really do.