A letter from May 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You are now sitting in your room in your moms house it’s 05:12am I haven’t slept a wink and then you saw this on tiktok and decided that it will be a good idea I hope I’ll have the same email in 5 years so it’s ramadan and you are not fasting laying in your bed wearing the dumbo pj overthinking afraid of not getting your baccalaureate because you are not doing anything to get it (lazy) I may be alive if gods wants for sure you have everything in your life like anything a teen could ask for your mom by your side (btw it’s corona time so you have been quarantined since March we are in may studying on zoom and stuff...) you are getting an education you have a roof above your head healthy brother and sisters . I’m too afraid of loosing my mom it won’t be easy so you are trying your best to please her . You are talking to othman again he promised you that he will marry you you have trouble forgiving him YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO APPRECIATE THINGS YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE I know being a teen is not that easy I think imma write to you whenever a get the chance to you want to be a doctor if you got to you goal of attending a medical university you may be studying in it work hard make your mom proud I hope you got rid of your insecurities fat ugly not feminine enough take care of yourself eat healthy study and take care of your mom if she is still there by your side ❤️