A letter from May 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Haili so u probably remember some of the **** u went through 5 years ago and i hope ur doing better now... im also hope by now u have come out of the closet if u definitely confirmed being bi. It would also be pretty cool if u and lachlan f were still together though u probably aren't . also do u have tiktok still if so how many followers do u have? U had better still be best friends with cake and miki! lol now some simple questions: do u smoke? do u drink? r u closer with ashley? did she take u to parties like she promised?ahahah do we still have chudley?have u had a gf???? did u get all the piercings u wanted? can u drive? what job do u have? r u still gonna travel the world? now for some more serious ****, did u tell ur parents or go to a doc for ur 'depression' if so did u get properly diagnosed? again if so r u better now? i hope i am. also i did u 100% confirm bring bi cause as u probably remember im about 85% sure if u have confirmed did u come out i hope i did if we did, did mum,dad ect take it well? i imagine they would have. Male sure u remember im worth it and ur worth it even though alot of the time it feels like ur not please dont self harm or change urself for people dont stress over school to much but do try. remember dont look in the past and think would i be proud of u look in the future and ask in she would be proud of us... x support from 2020 you [12 yro Haili] p.s. make another letter to ur future self to inspire her x