A letter from May 3rd, 2020

Dear future Judy, Right now, it is may 3rd 2020 2:55 A.M. I am 12 years old, (13 on may 20. Also by the time I get this I will be a whole 18 years old) And due to the Corona Virus pandemic, the whole world is on quarantine. I really miss my friends, even though i complain about them being boring a lot. I have a few questions for my future self. First and foremost, do u still have online friends? Do u still talk to them? Are they your ride or dies like they said they’ll be? Do u remember any of them or their names? Do u miss them? As of right now i am planning to ghost everyone online except a lucky few, did i go back? Do I still want a nose job? As of right now i would rate myself a 7.8/10. The things I would like to change physically are; my nose and my teeth. Thats it! I want braces and a rhinoplasty. Did i end up getting either of those? Mentally I would like to stand up for myself more and stop letting people walk all over me, I’m tired of apologizing when I know **** well I didn’t do anything wrong. Did i accomplish that? I like to think I’m right all the time, do i still have that mindset? One of the things I hate the most is my accent, is it gone? One of my favourite things about me is my hair, its curly but not too curly! But not straight either. It’s wavy. My eyes are also one of my favourite features. Right now, i plan on becoming a surgeon (maybe because I watch too much greys anatomy). Do i still want to pursue that career? The most important parts of my life right now are my friends and family, since im quarantined. But if i wasn't it would be friends, school and practice. I’m not proud that family isn’t on there either. Hopefully that’s something I could work out. Are you single? Have you been heartbroken? How’s ur love life? Hows ur *** life? Hows that whole “domain”? Right now i am extremely single and now liking a single guy :(. But maybe that changed??? That’s pretty much all I have to say right now, but please fill me in. I’m so excited to see the person who I’ve become. xoxo gossip girl