A letter from May 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, i hope ur still as strong as you are right now. I hope you lived life to the fullest with all your friends and ur best friends. lets hope by the time you are reading this you are all grow up to the most hard working women i am currently praying i turn out to be, i pray that i would be in a really good college by the time i get this letter. In our third year of high school at righetti high school a lot has happened since we started high school we were homeless for 3 years. you lost ur dear friend kiya to suicide ur freshmen year and that when u thought u couldnt deal with life anymore when u started to believe that that was the only way out that that could be the only was you could stop disappointing people because you thought you will never be good enough for anyone but then you made friends with people that are the total opposite of you. than sophomore year came around the corner so u started new but with the same friends and with new friends. you fall in love with a guy named joshua Garcia who was in his third year of high school. you thought it was a epic love story that one day u would be able to tell ur kids. everyone was so happy for you and one day he hurt you and so you cried for this boy and the moment you cried to ur best friend kaitlyn she knew u had fallin in love with this guy and u still went back to him because thats what every girl does with their first love, but then one day you ended it wt joshua and he said he will always wait for u so right before the school year ended he gave u one last long *** hug and u felt that love all over again so you guys would txt when ever you guys could and when it was time for ur third year of high school he ended up leaving u for one of your close *** friends that swears they didnt know how i still felt about him and that she didnt mean to make me feel some hurt so i was hurt but i moved o with someone better from a different school and different grade as me and his name was issac luquc and he made an effort for u to come see u and kiss u he would come to see u after school or he would drop by the house for a kiss always before practice but then you guys drifted apart to and u went back to missing ur ex josh and u feel into depression because u had to deal with a really hard till in ur life with ur best friend / ur brother louis he ran away and left u and ur little brother cause he was selfish and didnt think about how things were gonna effect us and now hes gonna have a baby boy on the way and you havent talked to him in a year. and rn life is super hard for u because a lot has happened to u in the last 2 years. you turned to drugs and alcohol because its easier to cope with ur problems that way so lets hope by the time u get this letter u will be a whole lot happier than u are now i hope u dont turn out to be like ur deadbeat mother or ur low income father that i love dearly, because he stepped up and raised three handful kids when he was stuggling and not once but twice fought for us back and im so glad to call him my dad even though we wouldn't agree with some things well i hope have a high paying job and went to college or is still in college and i hope u stay the same strong independent woman u are when u wrote this letter and i hope u still are beautiful and u become happy. love your past self, Angel Marie Avila 5/2/20