A letter from April 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's 2020 and I am stuck home in the lockdown due to the covid 19. The virus had spread in China right after one of the best trip I had in Yunnan with my parents and Nicole. We had such a great time with our guide Marc. Now, it is the 30th of April and I am stuck at home in the 5 avenues. God by the time I am writing this I hope that I will have a new and better apartment. This apartment is the worst because we can hear all the neighbors all the ******* time!!! I have just finished a virtual class with the 3A (class of Tom Mogueveche, Milo Marquis, the two twins Alexia and Melanie Marino, my little cutty Lia Bove; well and nice and fun class even though half the class is really not strong.) The lockdown has been strange but not so bad after all. The beginning has been aweful because I was really sick (every symptom possible: sore throat, chills, fever, i never have fever, stuffed nose, dry cough, nausea, tingling in my hands and intense anxiety. I went to get tested fr coronavirus but was negative so I don't know right now if I ever was infected or not. The doctor testing me was Dr. Raoult who is a very mediatic figure in Marseille. He support the treatment by hydroxychloroquine but doesn't does have a placebo test group so there is no way to know whether people heal because of him or if they would have healed anyway. Perhaps he is a charlatan, perhaps not. Future will tell. In the US, people are going crazy with Trump who would be ready to say anything: asking whether we could heal by injecting disinfectant or being subjected to heavy UV radiation! And people are so politicized in the US that they can't have an objective conversation. Steve is doing well. I love him and right we get on well, which is pretty ******* cool. I escape my home by pretending to go and help my parents at the Batarelle and then I go walk there in the nature, listening to Tchaikovsky. It feel wondeful and it is so nice ot see nature. Cannot wait to be able to wear by wetsuit again and go swimming. Future self, i hope you are doing well and that you are not sick. I also hope that everyone in the family is doing great. You are probably still anxious for something or another; will this ever change? You're pretty cool though and I am happy to be me! Ah! Ah! Ah!