A letter from April 26th, 2020

Dear Futuresbest .Here we are again. Writing another letter but for the 23 year old me. 16 year old me wrote me one when he was in a lot of anxiety and confusion. I carry on the tradition now lol. Same ol' anxiety, just different reasons. Before I go any further I must ask this question which my fingers feel weak typing. How did your boards result go? You got it man. I know you do. Well I mean we made it this far. Never thought I would be writing myself a letter amidst a global pandemic. As of writing this letter the lockdown is till 3rd of May but I'm pretty sure it'll be extended so I won't be able to celebrate my 18th birthday. It's not like I have a huge celebration anyway. But no going out for dinner :( . I am setting the delivery date for this letter 2nd May so Happy Birthday. I don't know if I'm still friends with her (you know who I'm talking about) but hey we tried and maybe who knows maybe you'll go to England one day. Lemme know how is it over there. Well I wonder how my JEE and CET went and firstly when did they take place lol. I hope I have a decent PC setup. I mostly play WoW on a private server these days. Destiny 2 feels really boring now. I am angry and sad all the time. It feels like I could cry anytime. Gotta keep my head up you know. I hope you'll be in a better state than I am rn emotionally. I hope you have a happy life. I never wanted anything extravagant. Just a nice job which pays enough for a new house (long time after) and for my parents. I hope you look at the sun and shine. All the best. -You got this