A letter from April 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Dear Future Joshuaa! Mag papayat kana huy, puro ka plano wala naman nangyayari. Tapos pa fasting fasting kapa ng 24 hours kuno ang dami mo naman kumain puro unhealthy foods pa kinakain mo, once in a blue moon pa kung kumain ng gulay umayos ka naman! Hindi ka na bata, mag mature ka naman kahit konti utang na loob. Partida 23 lang tong ikaw na nag message na to, ano na? Diba pangarap mo maging doctor? Ayos ayusin mo naman, disiplina please oh kahit konti lang ipakita mo namang deserving ka sa mga hinihingi mong bagay kay Lord, dasal ka ng dasal na gusto mo ganito gusto mo ganyan eh you're not putting any action into it ano ba naman yan! Kaya walang nag mamahal sayo eh. 😏 Oh wag ka iiyak? Baduy mo , kalalaki mong tao iyakin ka!!!! Nigagalit mo ko eh. Hay. Sana naman while reading this my progress kana sa buhay mo, please makuntento ka na sa mga blessing na merun ka ngayon, all those little things na your taking for granted please be thankful na atleast you have them. I hope you will stop being a nuisance to everyone around you lalong lalo na sa pamilya mo, and please be professional specially during work time yang mga kalokohan mo wag mo dalin sa trabaho! Mag tino kana please kung may balak ka ka pang mag-kapamilya at hindi ka baog gaya ng prediction ng tropa eh you have to start improving yourself little by little please naman oh. Siguro as of now yung taong gusto natin ay hindi ulit napasayo probably nag resign na siya by now tsaka alam ko namang torpe kang h*yup ka, plus eng tebe tebe mo ! Kaya walang pumapatol sayo ano masakit talaga lalo na pag totoo. Balik ka sa 1st paragraph ko doon sa taas please makinig ka naman boy, tsaka stick to the plan ka pa din ha! make our parents the proudest parents ever, atleast kahit jan sa dasal na yan wag tayo pumalpak please. Kaya joshua!!! Kuya joshua! I know you'll do great in the future kasi putik yan challenger ka lasi hahahah. Basta don't worry if everyone will look down on you, you're not there to impress! I believe in you :) magiging doctor ka. Wag mawawalan ng pag-asa ha, kahit mukhang impossible kung para sayo talaga it will happen, please make it happen. 🙂 Oh kung binabasa mo to tapos feeling lonely kang utut ka kasi alam ko namang very very very very very emotional kang tao ka, just remember na your feelings are valid! you matter, you're very lovable and you deserved to be loved like the way you loved others. Teng ene napaka supportive ko pakasalan mo na lang kaya sarili mo. HHAHAHA 😏😏😆 So ayun hanggang dito na lang, Basta always remember don't push yourself to the limit, if there is time, give it time okiee? I love you HAHAHA bading putcha. Letche kasing COVID-19 to eh, miss na miss ko na si CHESKA, oo alam ko bawal pero ? Letche wala eh nahulog na tayo, might as well go for it. Pero alam ko , hindi naging sayo? Diba? Diba?! Hahaha weak ka kasi! Bye. I hope you're doing good and Fighting lang Zaido 🔥😄😚 P.S TIGIL TIGILAN MO NA KAKA TWO PIECE CHICKEN LETCHE KA. 😘 P.S.S BIRTHDAY NI NANAY BUKAS, GALING GALINGAN MO NAMAN HA MAHAL NA MAHAL NATIN SI NANAY. BUMAWI KA, UNLIKE ME NASA ECQ KAYA WALA. SO PLEASE BUMAWI TAYO. :) :'>