A letter from April 19th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Did you make it through the dark days and finally start to see the light? you're here for a purpose and that purpose isn't to entertain any guys. Your purpose is to reach the stars and beyond. Be the you who you've always fought be, The girl nobody ever thought you could be, and the girl who achieves the dreams shes always wanted. You're nearing the three years clean mark and i really hope you make it. do you still have the same best friend? same dreams? same goals? whats different about your life now? You're strong. You're beautiful. You're humble. You're kind. push through the hard time and bask in the good ones. Live everyday to the fullest and like its your last. Stay strong love <3 (side note, is Joe Exotic still in jail?)

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Dear Past me,
Its currently April 19th, 2024.

Im going to be honest, i’m not doing well. You’d...

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