A letter from April 19th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Did you make it through the dark days and finally start to see the light? you're here for a purpose and that purpose isn't to entertain any guys. Your purpose is to reach the stars and beyond. Be the you who you've always fought be, The girl nobody ever thought you could be, and the girl who achieves the dreams shes always wanted. You're nearing the three years clean mark and i really hope you make it. do you still have the same best friend? same dreams? same goals? whats different about your life now? You're strong. You're beautiful. You're humble. You're kind. push through the hard time and bask in the good ones. Live everyday to the fullest and like its your last. Stay strong love <3 (side note, is Joe Exotic still in jail?)

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Dear Past me,
Its currently April 19th, 2024.

Im going to be honest, i’m not doing well. You’d...

Eth peenpadh taths uffst evelbie oewrt isnce reven atth eerttl oyu. .
.
Ofryulse li,ef but a ni 9 ruoy oga yonl ont ettyjcraro mnstoh teh stol of rpta ni wree oals aeghcdn ouy yuo teher cnitdaec a ttha nc,acetdi teh fo ***** was car. .
Sdbeei nnaej nad tistngi btyte in lrrnyuect ym im’ knp,mupi omor. Wkosr lfie tsi eaylrl uyfnn hwo. Eth cotmmi ot but i eddedci atsl wtnead cisideu neco esntus ot swa eaydr i see ingth eorm i nda nsesriu. Ytdoa wen iefl my of a sttra ot deecdid i etpachr. Lapygpni uytrelrnc uyoe’r celloegs orf. .
,ho 5 ,amrk i pcease ouy lshduo aenlc ouy gsesu hte dan to mead tneionm utb abemec ot esyar lomats i ifel ti editr heyav. .
Eth do illst asme haev ont f,eeribntsd sa now royeu’ i di)(kna lceso tbu. The abdondaen idkan yuo she retaf (atec:idnc. .
Iknd adn lhbeum am n,ogstr i tb,iufauel. .
Ye,s f( si dan ctexio itlls sskabi)n in cloar joe u laji.