A letter from April 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How's life? It's 00:06 now when I was writing this for you the me in the future. What are you doing now? I hope you are in a good, no, in a best condition physically and mentally when you are reading this, so you can read this with a smile and without any burden stuck on your head. As yourself in your past, I wonder about the things you've been through for 5 years. Are you okay now? Is your health better? Have you been healed from your non-stop cough, or from your TB disease? How about your weight? I haven't weighed the kg since about 1 or 2 months ago, but I think you are about 45kg now when I wrote this. How about your face? The acne scars are already gone or not yet? If not yet, don't worry, we both know that we still feel beautiful outside if this our acne scars, because we were born beautiful, the acne scars are only on the outside. How about your job? Do you still work on Globelink or have you moved to the other company? If you are still in Globelink, I think you don't have another choice to seek for living, I got it, I understand. How about your home? Are you and your family still staying in Gg. Tabah No. 11? Or you all have moved to the other house with rent or even you have bought your own house? Are our parents okay? Are you still not cool with Pani? Have you made up with your friends? Do you still hate birthday thing? Has Papa changed to be a better husband and father? How about your dance? Is it more professional now? And your prayer? Are you now already living with strong iman? Do you wear hijab now? And lastly but not least, are you married now? With Bayu? Or another man? Or... I'm sorry if you are offended, you are still a single woman? Hei... I know I was nobody now, just a piece of wet paper, fragile that can be ripped or broken easily. But I need to say this to you. Whatever you are now, however your condition is now, please go on. Live your life with love. Be grateful for everything Allah gives to you. Don't think too much, it can break you. Always be nice to your parents, give them company in their old age, take them Haji. Be stronger than your problems. Never leave 5 times prayer. Read qur'an. Do sedekah often. Save money for your further future. Remember, you are an important person for your family and for other people who love you. How can I say that? Look, you always felt that you were fragile 5 years ago, but you successfully went through it all. It makes you a stronger person now. You made it. So, once again, please go on, live your life with all your love. Because you're one of best human beings in this world. You are loved. I love you. And happy birthday for you, I wish happiness always be with you. ❤️♥️🎈🎂🎉💐🎊🌹😙🤗☺️ XOXO, The past you.