A letter from February 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Happy 29th birthday Naomi, I am sure you probably don't remember this but on this date in 2020 you are at your desk with a headscarf on and your hair conditioning underneath. It is Valentines day and Khalil has been dropped at nursery. You have your university audition nect week Tuesday on the 18th at Rose Buford, I hope that is where you ended up going to get your degree. You are currently working at Conisborough as the attendance officer and Chips is your line manager. I hope you have not had any more babies before your 1 million mark target. How is chubby doing? do you still call him chubby? You and Fe are not talking at the moment because the girl tried you and tried to swing for you in your house. Are you still with Sadiq (which you know truly in your heart you need to speak about) or have you managed to heal and move on and realise you have not won anything by going back and forth with him about that girl. You were the mug not her. 29 is mad isn't it. I hope you are still looking young. If you have not gone ahead with acting I hope you are out there being the teacher you have always wanted to be. Don't forget your life target of being a Headteacher at 35. I want you to remember where you are coming from and how far you have come. *****! are the home office still on your neck or do you now have indefinite leave to remain. Please tell me you did not let anxiety get the better of you and you took that leap of faith by going to the states to study for your second term (If you still went to Rose Bruford that is.) Your current girls are Uchenna, Omama, Wunmi and Anita. Who are in your close circles now? I hope you have not forgotten how much these people were there for you when you were in hospital. You still don't know where Daddy is but that is OK because you know he loves you wherever he is and I hope you have found him. 1 more year till you're 30 and God knows I hope you ain't out here looking like some fat ****, I hope you're looking snatched and good for your age and I hope you got the dream figure you have always wanted. Are you still driving? As of today you are driving Dawn your BMW X1, child what are you whipping in now. Do not fret if you are turning 30 and still chasing the acting dream because that is what you are destined to do. I also hope you are happy, genuinely happy and not sad in anyway. Remember those days where Khalil was sleeping in your bed. He loves you just as much if not more than you love yourself.