A letter from February 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi Wilson, I hope you are doing fine now. I hope you are stable now. I hope you stay now for good. As of today 03 feb 2020, I have so much things running in my mind, I want to do this and I want to do that. I have plans, and I do not know where to begin. As you know, I am earning almost 80k per month, but still, its very difficult to save. Why is that? one reason is that, I am giving it to my Mama and Papa and Hannah who is still studying her Pharmacy course. I hope that in your time she already finished studying and pass the board exam. I hope that, in your time. You are already successful person. My Wife Shiela, is a very good and capable wife. I hope that in your time, you already married her church as keeping your promise to her. I hope that you grow stronger and better as time goes by. And, I hope you love her even better in your time more than the way i love her now. I hope that CG is doing well, he is an intelligent child, you know. Please take good care of him. Teach him good things, so that he may not depart from it and live a good life. Teach him to become a better person, so in the future he will not be a problem of society. As for you, I hope you do your best in all of your endeavor. My journey in life was tough. And you know, Right now, I am struggling, I feel pain in my body, I think I am sick.... but you know, I keep on fighting. I believe God exist. I believe in him, although I am committing sin against him. I pray God bless me in your time..... I have so much things I want to tell you, but please give me time.