Transformation.

Dear FutureMe, I hope you have moved on. NO I can't say I hope. I know you have. I know that by now you have learned to love yourself and your anger at the world and yourself have subsided. I know this because just today...and this past week you have decided to take action and take pro-active steps to being happy. You are no longer stubborn and have agreed to start taking an anti-depressant. Because you are FED UP with being sad. You are such a strong person. A SURVIVER. Being Ridiculed in Elementary school so badly to a point where you didn't want to even go, a sexual assault when you were 15 with disastrous consequences, a alcoholic-verbally abusive boyfriend of 5 years...it wasn't fair that you had to endure all this at such a young age. But look what you have to show for it now? A strong, independent young women that FINALLY is touching her potential. Your codependency to that...I will watch my language...selfish bastard...is gone and you have realized that you don't have to have him in your life to be happy...he can't control you and manipulate you anymore. A nice guy with good intentions and a kind heart can love you now because you are glowing and you LOVE YOURSELF. I am so proud of you. I am so proud today..to be able to say...that I know when you read this...you will be transformed because you have made the conscious decision today...the conscious decision to be happy.