A letter from November 5th, 2019

Odrup !iontt!t!goa i itrgyn oint ni oyu psueru arynem,o sshwo me ayrlel yuro itlls dna to tar of era smot you into of ererac pheo a orkw i!!tem etkas aer pu. .
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I i out hmoe eden itnd’d leiseard i get fo to and i’dtnd. Tegar a veah you alfimy. Oyu ear are itsvpeopru lckuy to vaeh and igcarn ythe nad them ivgonl adn. .
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Is ot itrwe the tapr tasht’ saedrth me for htsi bit eth. So ’mi rorsy os. Etll sther’e of nad in iths mlpu ym ot hvngai a at hraott tuothgh ouy the secht. Aawy siama esadps. Trpiorechpyh ahd rodmopcaaytyih he. Ciinontdo a si’t thera. I kitnh fetl hsat’t dtn’o nehw was idse ni so iapn het lnyo eh eh godo. Awya asima ahdte erthi nhkit gsnsapi atcs i a het fo ’ndot nlog upfanli eahv ot aooyftrlmbc heom ta fo tslo tdon’ ohittuw fserfdeu ielpevigr dpniwu but. Nssig heoswd on eh. A ababobeoede essdpuop to and see ot dna eewr ftsileav go uyo oaiclr. It aetrf t2s1 asdy yoru rithadyb swa ehtre. Him enbig uyo up eokw ddea to eht no rolof. Yrou was no hte eh cehst spnlieeg inthg baclrooytmf orefeb. He earht akctta ihtnk hda eusdnd i a. Eh ni oduhsl ihs veha eosrgpders eht clduo ueesdffr it wya veha if iontconid. But i ’tiddn eh nikth. Adn ewnt eh ldove ofybrmoltac. Wrodl eobrk orf nda a itequ uory you eb onwt’ ykoa it elihw. Eht uy’llo uoy rvee eefl that sracde tmso ahev. Enev nwe uhotgh act a otdn’ gte yuo to wnat yuo. Evlo a wlil you tbu cta ntetigg lilw htat ayrts tiwh a in spsa eh eon tnikets banodna you lwil llaf and deyn nad hre llwi feed her. Lwli yuo keep rhe ttdeoe dna mnea reh. Eewstets tsmo the reev adn glivno si kniett ehs. It gninhto meka dan utb eieasr ti she iwll maisa lrcaepe tenso’d erev will. Meka ti otn afer ni psleiosb to vlei hes will. .
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Ehyt to a ): !!ifnerl!idr!g yuo nad am bti hsti dfgiilrnre letl yuo do ahve eerv ofr xdceiet rea aks i eth i ludco btes. New ettdera yuo idt’dn oyu and rwold of lcuod a oyu attre ni sawy iwll yhte open up oewlh eb kihtn evlo. Elvo tierw ehyt rehppia uoy off adn owh wsho veereyno dna iwll ndauor htem yuo htye yuo mcuh ucmh uoy woh lwil ltle emse toryep yuo nda. Oyu reyslofu ese iwll orf ti. Yuo os i fro idectex ma. .
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I haev ostl r!fesin!!d ac!al!!ulyt of a few m!t!he!.
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Uoy 2102 edlinfgraed ta nda arstt cscama 2022 tqui ngorikw in in. Ofr a cuhs raget ti is inthg uyo. Nwke oocl a ouy !be!! so ’im urctnyrel hatn mnay oerm a esohclt aemarng rtgae eevr dna mtee meecob no a to nda namy dna iernptacep get attoot uoy awy mobcee nintfdoce mceebo so ym uyo pleeop 2ci dna ulcdo. Odls ubt hda vrene itoipstenupro ive’ atr ’ive. Yuo rfo … hgntis eerf nviggi pu nde ubt away ilvong. ),: rablypob to no suspreir uoy is hichw.
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2201 on etg uisatm ni hlgyih elta odnsigaed im’ to you itwh and ds!em aer csedtpues ehva hadd. Ensse esamk it. Areigdes you user mi’ lwudo. .
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Adn tniwgir ma os wkro rmecusots g!!!o i ta i i heav aevh to.
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I yuo nad yuo oevl durpo of mi. Are ): tshign ngomci etagr 3<.