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Dear FutureMe, Wow ok well hey self. I just wanna update you on whats happening right now. I'm sitting on my bed (A mat on the floor remember?) in Alex and Drew's room. the windows in my room here at Huron street still aren't done, but I'm hoping they will be so that I can finally get into my room. Do you remember it? Small, pink. I painted the walls mainly myself. I had convinced mom I LOVED painting trim. Well that was a huge mistake, she made me do all of the trim in the living room. Remember how you didn't like that green? You thought it would look like puke, but it didn't? Well, its July first right now, 12:50 P.M. I got a purple watch yesterday, (do you still like purple?) Its my favorite color you know. Drew calls me purple all the time because I love purple so much. Steph is coming over next week Friday and spending the night until Saturday. Stephanie Rothbauer from St. Thomas. Remember how she always called you NZ Robitussin? She's hilarious. Right now I'm worried about going into High school. Just finished up 8th grade. I'm doing cross country and there's only one or two girls there who actually talk to me. I've never been much of a social butterfly. Are you now? Grandma's cat Angel died yesterday. She died on Grandma's birthday, but grandma was happy so she could stop suffering. I could never be happy about something like that. I'm getting Mandy in a week or so. She turns 6 weeks old this Friday. She was born on May 21. She has a facebook page. Do I still have her? Did something happen to her? Shes such a sweetie I don't want her to ever get hurt. Then there's peppermint, my adorable little guinea pig. How's he? Did he die yet? I would guess most likely, guinea pigs don't live that long. I feel bad, because I haven't had him in a while. He's been over at grandma's forever. I'm all excited about Mandy coming home, I didn't even think about poor little pep. Once we get the windows installed in my room I'll be bringing him home. Hopefully he doesn't feel too forgotten. I haven't gone to see him in so long, yet I go to see Mandy every other day. The guilt is ******* me. I hate my dad right now. He doesn't want a dog, but all he ever does is talk about how we're gonna breed Mandy. He made me do so much just to get her, now he's not even listening to what I want. I don't want to be a dog breeder. There are so many dogs without owners in the world already. He just wants the money from it. Australian Shepherd puppies sell for a lot these days. Shelby has been ignoring me alot lately these days too. Remember Shelby? Shes been your best friend since you came to St. Thomas, but she got a stupid basketball hoop and now she completely ignores me. She never gets on facebook anymore and she never answers her phone. My birthday was a few days ago, and all she said was happy birthday. When she had her birthday I posted like 10 paragraphs on how I cherish her as a friend, and she just posts two words. So far the only birthday presents I have received are 10 dollars from my grandma Robinson and 10 dollars from alex's godfather Max Slabaugh. 20 dollars. That's it! I don't like being selfish but I mean, no one even cares about me. I got tons of happy birthdays on facebook, but that's just because it notifies people when Its someones birthday. A lot of the people who said happy birthday I hardly even know, I just have them as friends. What has this world come to huh? I hope things are better in the future. I hope I'm better at making friends, my puppy is still alive and well, I'm not so selfish, people actually care about me, I don't hate my dad (It's and awful feeling to know you hate your own father) and that I wont forget about other creatures and people that are important in my life. Love, yourself, Mackenzie Robinson p.s. try to get into a singing career, your really good!